Thursday, November 27, 2008
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
T3
finally i get to upload all e pictures i haf taken these past 3 mths...these r by far my favs frm e T3 collection
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
ZZZ...zzz
so we had our 1st combined class wit e new 09 batch today...boring 1 hr lessons thru out e entire day...since im sick & it was barely interestin, i dozed off (as usual)...i rmbd hearin e DSP xplainin wats CD A in terms of blacklist categories & slowly e sound bcame barely "hearable"...
i was sound aslp wen i suddenly felt a soft pat on my arm...i woke up onli to b told by nurul tt i was SNORING!!! hahaha...i was lyk "Reli ar? was it v loud? y didnt u wake me up earlier?" she was lyk "it wasnt very loud la but i cld hear & since u were sick i didnt wanna wake u but e 2 girls in front were lookin back at u wen dey heard u snore"
hahahah wat a way to make an impression in front of ppl u barely noe...for e record, i had a blocked nose n my nostrils were full wit mucus which xplains whr e snoring effect cmes frm...e funny thing i said was "sial la, malu sak tapi aku ade rase bangge skit ar" hahahahaaha & e girls in front turned & laughed at me...
i've officially created & topped my own record fer "snoring" in cls (interestingly, i hardly even make a sound wen i slp)
=)
i was sound aslp wen i suddenly felt a soft pat on my arm...i woke up onli to b told by nurul tt i was SNORING!!! hahaha...i was lyk "Reli ar? was it v loud? y didnt u wake me up earlier?" she was lyk "it wasnt very loud la but i cld hear & since u were sick i didnt wanna wake u but e 2 girls in front were lookin back at u wen dey heard u snore"
hahahah wat a way to make an impression in front of ppl u barely noe...for e record, i had a blocked nose n my nostrils were full wit mucus which xplains whr e snoring effect cmes frm...e funny thing i said was "sial la, malu sak tapi aku ade rase bangge skit ar" hahahahaaha & e girls in front turned & laughed at me...
i've officially created & topped my own record fer "snoring" in cls (interestingly, i hardly even make a sound wen i slp)
=)
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Friday, August 8, 2008
Jeanette Aw
Damn is she HOT or wat? she's gettin hotter & hotter in every drama...i so haf a major celebrity crush on her =)
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Used to love you...i still do
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her (oh no)
i used to i used to love her (oh)
i used to i used to love her
ay yo It's crazy man you wouldn't believe what I seen
Got me reminiscing down too much memories
The only girl you know that in my heart
The one I almost gave that ring
But we were so young, mustve been only nineteen
I guess the time wasn't right and we said some mean things
A bitter day when I saw her face
She was the one that I let get away
I remember when I used to love her, used to love her, used to love her
I remember when I used to love her, used to love her, used to love her
The time goes on, goes on, goes on
The time goes on, goes on, goes on
There was talkin' in the room that everythings good
There was no love lost between us I could'nt
Believe how I truely noticed now that I wasn't over her
And now I'm like oh damn cause now I know man
Lookin' back at all our pictures while I'm playing slow jamz
What can I say, is that the way our situation worked out
Wish there was sumthing I could do
Like stop the clock from ticking
Go back and revisit our relationship and start brand new
And do the things that I didn't do(oh)
I remember when I used to love her, used to love her, used to love her
I remember when I used to love her, used to love her, used to love her
The time goes on, goes on, goes on, yeah dammit
The time goes on, goes on, goes on ( ooh )
Man I know it's crazy
She pulled me back with just a smile
Now I feel these things inside
I havent felt em' in a while
And I'm sure that they will go away just a little time
She'll always be that girl to me
But now I gotta let it be.
i used to i used to love her (oh)
i used to i used to love her (ooh)
i used to i used to love her (ooh yea)
i used to i
i remember when i used to love her
used to love her used to love her
i remember when i used to love her
used to love her used to love her
i remember when i used to love her
used to love her used to love her
i remember when i used to love her
used to love her used to love her
The time goes on goes on goes on
The time goes on goes on goes on
cause time goes on
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her (oh no)
i used to i used to love her (oh)
i used to i used to love her
ay yo It's crazy man you wouldn't believe what I seen
Got me reminiscing down too much memories
The only girl you know that in my heart
The one I almost gave that ring
But we were so young, mustve been only nineteen
I guess the time wasn't right and we said some mean things
A bitter day when I saw her face
She was the one that I let get away
I remember when I used to love her, used to love her, used to love her
I remember when I used to love her, used to love her, used to love her
The time goes on, goes on, goes on
The time goes on, goes on, goes on
There was talkin' in the room that everythings good
There was no love lost between us I could'nt
Believe how I truely noticed now that I wasn't over her
And now I'm like oh damn cause now I know man
Lookin' back at all our pictures while I'm playing slow jamz
What can I say, is that the way our situation worked out
Wish there was sumthing I could do
Like stop the clock from ticking
Go back and revisit our relationship and start brand new
And do the things that I didn't do(oh)
I remember when I used to love her, used to love her, used to love her
I remember when I used to love her, used to love her, used to love her
The time goes on, goes on, goes on, yeah dammit
The time goes on, goes on, goes on ( ooh )
Man I know it's crazy
She pulled me back with just a smile
Now I feel these things inside
I havent felt em' in a while
And I'm sure that they will go away just a little time
She'll always be that girl to me
But now I gotta let it be.
i used to i used to love her (oh)
i used to i used to love her (ooh)
i used to i used to love her (ooh yea)
i used to i
i remember when i used to love her
used to love her used to love her
i remember when i used to love her
used to love her used to love her
i remember when i used to love her
used to love her used to love her
i remember when i used to love her
used to love her used to love her
The time goes on goes on goes on
The time goes on goes on goes on
cause time goes on
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her
Saturday, May 31, 2008
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Tuesday, May 27, 2008
I Kissed A Girl
This was never the way I planned
Not my intention
I got so brave, drink in hand
Lost my discretion
It's not what, I'm used to
Just wanna try you on
I'm curious for you
Caught my attention
I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it
No, I don't even know your name
It doesn't matter
Your my experimental game
Just human nature
It's not what, good girls do
Not how they should behave
My head gets so confused
Hard to obey
I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it
Us girls we are so magical
Soft skin, red lips, so kissable
Hard to resist so touchable
Too good to deny it
Ain't no big deal, it's innocent
I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it
Not my intention
I got so brave, drink in hand
Lost my discretion
It's not what, I'm used to
Just wanna try you on
I'm curious for you
Caught my attention
I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it
No, I don't even know your name
It doesn't matter
Your my experimental game
Just human nature
It's not what, good girls do
Not how they should behave
My head gets so confused
Hard to obey
I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it
Us girls we are so magical
Soft skin, red lips, so kissable
Hard to resist so touchable
Too good to deny it
Ain't no big deal, it's innocent
I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Graduation
so yest was e big graduation day...damn was it fun...i nvr imagined missing my frens so much esp my cls...dey were e ones tt practically helped me out durin my 3 yrs in poly...w/o dem teachin & guidin me, i dun tink i'll b able to graduate yest...though dey thought me alot of gd things, dey oso tot me a small amt of bad (watchin porn in tutorial rm...japanese porn i might add...hahah)...it was so much fun wit dem...so ME0513 guys, thx fer everythin! i cldnt haf graduated w/o u guys =)
nt forgettin my ECC / A&R Club frens...u were my entertainment + hang out buddies + my closest poly frens...met most of em durin camp eagle & slowly we bcame close & eventually best buddies...we attended most of e sch activities together & made boring activities fun...i dun tink i'll haf any fun in poly w/o u guys...so guys thx fer all e fun & laughter =)
yest was one of e 1st few tyms i was eager to take pictures...i wanted yest to b caught on camera, to b preserved & rmbd forever...so being e lazy person tt i am, i didnt bring a cam...so i depended on e ppl arnd me to take pics fer me...so nw im still waitin fer dem to upload e pics & send em to me...PPL OUT DERE, PLS SEND ME E PICS ASAP...hahaha so till den, u guys will juz hafta wait fer e pics (nt tt u guys r waitin la...hahahah)
nt forgettin my ECC / A&R Club frens...u were my entertainment + hang out buddies + my closest poly frens...met most of em durin camp eagle & slowly we bcame close & eventually best buddies...we attended most of e sch activities together & made boring activities fun...i dun tink i'll haf any fun in poly w/o u guys...so guys thx fer all e fun & laughter =)
yest was one of e 1st few tyms i was eager to take pictures...i wanted yest to b caught on camera, to b preserved & rmbd forever...so being e lazy person tt i am, i didnt bring a cam...so i depended on e ppl arnd me to take pics fer me...so nw im still waitin fer dem to upload e pics & send em to me...PPL OUT DERE, PLS SEND ME E PICS ASAP...hahaha so till den, u guys will juz hafta wait fer e pics (nt tt u guys r waitin la...hahahah)
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
One minute
Baby girl I want you to just listen for a while
Put your arguments on hold so you can try to hear me out
Coz everytime we try to talk it out, you just deny
That the spark is gone and something's wrong with you and I
I said I will change, I'm gonna try
It ain't enough and I wonder why
What do you want?
What do you need?
I got the feeling it isn't me
Another day, another fight
I'm in the wrong, guess you're in the right
Is this a game? Coz we're gonna lose
Girl, I'm so confused
One minute I love you
Next minute I hate you
One minute I need you
So, baby, tell me, what am I to do?
One minute of sunshine
No, it ain't enough to keep me here
Coz it'll pass us by and and leave us in the cold
Is this how it's meant to be?
Is love just one confusing game?
And we're just pawns that don't know all the rules but play it anyway
Coz everyday's a drama, one we've seen a thousand times
Girl, to me it seems you love messing with my mind
You gotta change, you gotta try
It ain't enough and I wonder why
Coz what you want and what you need
I got the feeling it isn't me
Some other day, some other time
Maybe you and I would've been alright
It was a game, didn't know the rules
Now it's left me torn in two
Put your arguments on hold so you can try to hear me out
Coz everytime we try to talk it out, you just deny
That the spark is gone and something's wrong with you and I
I said I will change, I'm gonna try
It ain't enough and I wonder why
What do you want?
What do you need?
I got the feeling it isn't me
Another day, another fight
I'm in the wrong, guess you're in the right
Is this a game? Coz we're gonna lose
Girl, I'm so confused
One minute I love you
Next minute I hate you
One minute I need you
So, baby, tell me, what am I to do?
One minute of sunshine
No, it ain't enough to keep me here
Coz it'll pass us by and and leave us in the cold
Is this how it's meant to be?
Is love just one confusing game?
And we're just pawns that don't know all the rules but play it anyway
Coz everyday's a drama, one we've seen a thousand times
Girl, to me it seems you love messing with my mind
You gotta change, you gotta try
It ain't enough and I wonder why
Coz what you want and what you need
I got the feeling it isn't me
Some other day, some other time
Maybe you and I would've been alright
It was a game, didn't know the rules
Now it's left me torn in two
2 yrs
tym passes by so fast w/o us noticin...it has been 2 yrs & yest marks e day we first met...i had nothin special planned fer us so i juz tot tt i cld surprise u wit a small gesture hopin tt it'll b enuf to make u smile...so afta my haircut, i called to say i'll b comin over to accompany u to sch since it was my off day...on my way to ur hme, u called askin my whereabouts...told a white lie sayin im in 159 on e way to SK...so i drove to SK all e way frm toa payoh...
waited under ur void deck till u came dwn...bought u kit kat & pretended tt we r goin to take e bus to sch...little did u noe tt i had my car parked juz behind ur block...initially u didnt seem too thrilled but den u said tt it was so sweet tt u cld forgive all e wrongdoings i did in e past...so nw im a NEW (wo)MAN wit all my sins atoned...hahahah k crap...so since we'll b earli, i drove u arnd b4 reachin sch at exactly 2 pm...i was happy tt u r still contented wit e small lil things i do fer u...Happy 2 yrs we noe each other officially anniversary! =)
waited under ur void deck till u came dwn...bought u kit kat & pretended tt we r goin to take e bus to sch...little did u noe tt i had my car parked juz behind ur block...initially u didnt seem too thrilled but den u said tt it was so sweet tt u cld forgive all e wrongdoings i did in e past...so nw im a NEW (wo)MAN wit all my sins atoned...hahahah k crap...so since we'll b earli, i drove u arnd b4 reachin sch at exactly 2 pm...i was happy tt u r still contented wit e small lil things i do fer u...Happy 2 yrs we noe each other officially anniversary! =)
Sunday, April 27, 2008
BITCH!!!
*readers beware...e content below is gonna contain loads & loads of vulgarities*
FUCK U, U STUPID BITCH! I HATE U SO MUCH! I SERIOUSLY HOPE TT NOTHIN EVER GOES WELL FER U...AS USUAL ALL UR PROMISES R EMPTY...U SAID U'LL PAY ME IN FEB...NW ITS ALR APR GOIN TO MAY & U PRETEND AS IF U OWE ME NOTHIN...NW U CLAIM TT U & UR BF TINKS TT ITS UNFAIR FER U TO PAY ME BACK E 600 BUX U OWED ME...
EH WTF U WHORE! E BILL U USED TILL 600 BUX & U TELL ME TT IT'S NT FAIR TT U SHLD PAY...DEN WAT? I USED E GOD DAMN LINE IS IT...U PAID LYK A FUCKIN MEASLY 100 BUX & U TOK AS IF U ALR PAID DEM 1000...HEY MOTHER FUCKER...UR SO UNGRATEFUL...I HAD TO CLEAN UP UR FUCKIN MESS, WERK MY GUTS OUT WHILE I WAS SCHOOLIN SO TT I CLD HELP U PAY OFF E 600...
TO TINK I WAS STUPID ENUF TO B KIND TO A PROSTITUTE LYK U & SIGNED UP E LINE UNDER MY NAME...IT SERIOUSLY DOESN'T PAY TO B KIND...U SAID U FELT GUILTY FER MAKIN ME PAY E BILL...ALL UR WERDS R LYK SHIT LA OK...IF UR SINCERE ABT PAYIN ME BACK, U WLD HAF DONE SO LONG AGO...LYK WAT I TOLD U ON MSN, JUZ DUN BOTHER RETURNIN ME E 600 BUX...TAKE IT AS A PAYMENT FER ALL THOSE 5 YRS...A PAYMENT TT SLUTTY PROSTITUTES LYK U GET PAID FER...
im nt gonna b nice to ppl anymore cuz i'll end up gettin my head climbed over...my kindness will onli limit to e ppl i noe tt wld nt take me fer granted...dis is definitely a big lesson i can learn frm...u r nt worth fer me to get my blood pressure high...so to tt WHORE BITCH SLUT PROSTITUTE, may u get HIV frm all e guys tt u've FUCKED, SUCKED & SLPT ARND WIT...no bad deed goes unpunished & im hopin tt u'll get urs soon
ps: fer those readin & tinkin tt im cruel fer sayin all dis & tinkin tt its juz money & all tt, GO FUCK URSELF...cuz i've tolerated dis shit frm dis person fer yrs...onli i noe wat she's done to me & u hu dun noe anythin r nt in a position to judge...
FUCK U, U STUPID BITCH! I HATE U SO MUCH! I SERIOUSLY HOPE TT NOTHIN EVER GOES WELL FER U...AS USUAL ALL UR PROMISES R EMPTY...U SAID U'LL PAY ME IN FEB...NW ITS ALR APR GOIN TO MAY & U PRETEND AS IF U OWE ME NOTHIN...NW U CLAIM TT U & UR BF TINKS TT ITS UNFAIR FER U TO PAY ME BACK E 600 BUX U OWED ME...
EH WTF U WHORE! E BILL U USED TILL 600 BUX & U TELL ME TT IT'S NT FAIR TT U SHLD PAY...DEN WAT? I USED E GOD DAMN LINE IS IT...U PAID LYK A FUCKIN MEASLY 100 BUX & U TOK AS IF U ALR PAID DEM 1000...HEY MOTHER FUCKER...UR SO UNGRATEFUL...I HAD TO CLEAN UP UR FUCKIN MESS, WERK MY GUTS OUT WHILE I WAS SCHOOLIN SO TT I CLD HELP U PAY OFF E 600...
TO TINK I WAS STUPID ENUF TO B KIND TO A PROSTITUTE LYK U & SIGNED UP E LINE UNDER MY NAME...IT SERIOUSLY DOESN'T PAY TO B KIND...U SAID U FELT GUILTY FER MAKIN ME PAY E BILL...ALL UR WERDS R LYK SHIT LA OK...IF UR SINCERE ABT PAYIN ME BACK, U WLD HAF DONE SO LONG AGO...LYK WAT I TOLD U ON MSN, JUZ DUN BOTHER RETURNIN ME E 600 BUX...TAKE IT AS A PAYMENT FER ALL THOSE 5 YRS...A PAYMENT TT SLUTTY PROSTITUTES LYK U GET PAID FER...
im nt gonna b nice to ppl anymore cuz i'll end up gettin my head climbed over...my kindness will onli limit to e ppl i noe tt wld nt take me fer granted...dis is definitely a big lesson i can learn frm...u r nt worth fer me to get my blood pressure high...so to tt WHORE BITCH SLUT PROSTITUTE, may u get HIV frm all e guys tt u've FUCKED, SUCKED & SLPT ARND WIT...no bad deed goes unpunished & im hopin tt u'll get urs soon
ps: fer those readin & tinkin tt im cruel fer sayin all dis & tinkin tt its juz money & all tt, GO FUCK URSELF...cuz i've tolerated dis shit frm dis person fer yrs...onli i noe wat she's done to me & u hu dun noe anythin r nt in a position to judge...
Friday, April 25, 2008
Camera
damn i seriously nid to start touchin my camera agen...which one? all 4 of em (Vivitar, SLR, Canon Digital & 4 lens cam) hahaha...im seriously out of touch wit photography nowadays...one of e reasons being, u dun lyk me bringin my cam along wenever we go out...well accordin to u i pay more attention to my cam more den i do to u...so tt xplains...
haven't been takin any pictures lately but i've been dying to try out my 2 new cams...been stockin up on films (which r nicely saved in my fridge)...so wen e hell am i gonna start being e photography me agen? wit job applications on e waitin list, i hafta forgo my photography courses at NAFA (DAMN IT!!!)...so pls mr policeman, gimme e job...or im gonna regret nt enrollin dis semester...hahahahaha
haven't been takin any pictures lately but i've been dying to try out my 2 new cams...been stockin up on films (which r nicely saved in my fridge)...so wen e hell am i gonna start being e photography me agen? wit job applications on e waitin list, i hafta forgo my photography courses at NAFA (DAMN IT!!!)...so pls mr policeman, gimme e job...or im gonna regret nt enrollin dis semester...hahahahaha
Monday, April 21, 2008
Calvin Klein
watched Forbidden Kingdom...was nice la...e girl is HOT...hahaha u said e reason y it was worth watchin was cuz of e 2 girls...well i tink it was onli one of em tt was worth to watch =) we went out today in desperate search of my grad clothes...AGEN! well its kinda frustratin to try & find sumthin which u can nvr get...so my last resort fer grad is all black...black shirt black pants black shoes...was walkin arnd CK Tangs & i saw dis scarf + tie thingy...so since my grad clothes is so darn boring, i dcided to get e scarf + tie thingy to make e outfit more "ALIVE"...its grey btw & i tink it'll look nice wen all of it comes together...
oh ya we went to Raffles City shoppin centre b4 tt in luck of findin a suitable outfit but as mentioned dere was NONE! e last shop we went b4 goin to orchard was Calvin Klein Jeans...& agen no suitable ones so i walked arnd e shop frustrated while u went to look at clothes...so as u were tryin out, a ring caught my eye...its simple yet damn nice...so long story short we both bought tt ring...i love it so so much...firstly cuz its simple & secondly cuz it has Calvin Klein Jeans written on it...
actuali i nvr knew since wen i started to lyk e brand Calvin Klein...probably its cuz e first perfume i bought fer myself was CK One & i've used it till nw...sum ppl i noe actuali recognizes tt smell on me..."OMG u still smell e same afta all these years" quoted frm a fren afta nt meetin fer yrs hahaha...lyk duh i've been using e same brand since i was in sec 1 la...
CALVIN KLEIN RAWKS!!!
oh ya we went to Raffles City shoppin centre b4 tt in luck of findin a suitable outfit but as mentioned dere was NONE! e last shop we went b4 goin to orchard was Calvin Klein Jeans...& agen no suitable ones so i walked arnd e shop frustrated while u went to look at clothes...so as u were tryin out, a ring caught my eye...its simple yet damn nice...so long story short we both bought tt ring...i love it so so much...firstly cuz its simple & secondly cuz it has Calvin Klein Jeans written on it...
actuali i nvr knew since wen i started to lyk e brand Calvin Klein...probably its cuz e first perfume i bought fer myself was CK One & i've used it till nw...sum ppl i noe actuali recognizes tt smell on me..."OMG u still smell e same afta all these years" quoted frm a fren afta nt meetin fer yrs hahaha...lyk duh i've been using e same brand since i was in sec 1 la...
CALVIN KLEIN RAWKS!!!
Sunday, April 20, 2008
turtle
yest one of ur beloved turtle died...i helped buried it at e back of my hse...u were so sad n kept blamin urself fer its death (which i kept reassuring tt it has nothin to do wit u)...so i kept consolin u tellin u tt its ok...ur other turtle hurt its eye & dis incident has made u want to care fer ur onli turtle even more...since i cant bring back ur turtle to lyf, i cld at least make u feel better...
so we drove to chong pang to find ur turtle's eye droplets...speakin of drivin, i promised u tt u'll b e first person i'll drive when i'm allowed to drive alone so i kept my promise alr ok =)...as i was drivin in e car, u said sumthin to me tt i've nvr tot tt can b said abt me..."u haf grown up"...initially i tot tt it was abt me being able to drive (lame ass sia if lyk tt) but u said it cuz of e way i handled things wen u were so sad over e death of ur turtle...
well i seriously tink tt its e least i cld do fer u n it hurts me to c u so sad cryin...so u felt alot better afta we managed to find e medicine...being a spoilt lil brat u r...u were so amazed by e fact tt u haf nvr been to e wet market or go thru a simple chore of goin to e market to get groceries or in dis case gettin white chrysanthemums fer ur dead turtle...ur lyk so cute la tellin me hw happy u r tt u get to finally go to a wet market...to tink i tot u' d b repulsed by it...
gladly e day went fine & u no longer feel so sad...i was happy tt i cld b dere fer u wen u were losing sumone u care & lend u a shoulder to cry on makin sure tt u'll b ok...u noe i'll do anythin fer u...so u better treasure me ok =) hahahahahaha
so we drove to chong pang to find ur turtle's eye droplets...speakin of drivin, i promised u tt u'll b e first person i'll drive when i'm allowed to drive alone so i kept my promise alr ok =)...as i was drivin in e car, u said sumthin to me tt i've nvr tot tt can b said abt me..."u haf grown up"...initially i tot tt it was abt me being able to drive (lame ass sia if lyk tt) but u said it cuz of e way i handled things wen u were so sad over e death of ur turtle...
well i seriously tink tt its e least i cld do fer u n it hurts me to c u so sad cryin...so u felt alot better afta we managed to find e medicine...being a spoilt lil brat u r...u were so amazed by e fact tt u haf nvr been to e wet market or go thru a simple chore of goin to e market to get groceries or in dis case gettin white chrysanthemums fer ur dead turtle...ur lyk so cute la tellin me hw happy u r tt u get to finally go to a wet market...to tink i tot u' d b repulsed by it...
gladly e day went fine & u no longer feel so sad...i was happy tt i cld b dere fer u wen u were losing sumone u care & lend u a shoulder to cry on makin sure tt u'll b ok...u noe i'll do anythin fer u...so u better treasure me ok =) hahahahahaha
Friday, April 18, 2008
changes
lotsa change has happened...i dun deny tt im treasurin every moment of it i dun regret makin such a decision...i juz tot tt things will juz go back to e way it was but it seems much more far fetched den tt...although im slowly changin n curbin my temper on top of many other things tt u dislyk, e challenges tt we r facin ryte nw is gettin much more harder...
nw e prob is lykly to b more abt u den me...i say dis cuz i can no longer get e feelin tt i used to get frm u...u mentioned it urself tt ur attitude has changed...i guess i was juz too gullible to tink tt things will juz b lyk hw it was afta i screwed it up so many tyms...all i can say is im nt givin up...u nvr gave up on me entirely all dis tym & nw its my turn to do e same...
im nt gonna throw in e towel juz cuz its harder den i tot it wld b...if u can bear wit all my crap all dis while den i shld b able to do e same fer u...i shall b e one tt will change u back...it hasnt been easy but im still tryin...i cant say tt im happy wit e way we r ryte nw but im juz contented tt we still haf each other...i'll b waitin fer e day tt u'll make me feel juz lyk hw i felt almost 2 yrs ago...n i hope i can make u feel e same way too...
nw e prob is lykly to b more abt u den me...i say dis cuz i can no longer get e feelin tt i used to get frm u...u mentioned it urself tt ur attitude has changed...i guess i was juz too gullible to tink tt things will juz b lyk hw it was afta i screwed it up so many tyms...all i can say is im nt givin up...u nvr gave up on me entirely all dis tym & nw its my turn to do e same...
im nt gonna throw in e towel juz cuz its harder den i tot it wld b...if u can bear wit all my crap all dis while den i shld b able to do e same fer u...i shall b e one tt will change u back...it hasnt been easy but im still tryin...i cant say tt im happy wit e way we r ryte nw but im juz contented tt we still haf each other...i'll b waitin fer e day tt u'll make me feel juz lyk hw i felt almost 2 yrs ago...n i hope i can make u feel e same way too...
Friday, April 4, 2008
Sleep
random bloggin...too tired to actuali dictate my daily lyf...e first few pics were durin my fyp (tt includes me dozing off)...e last 2 pics were of my attachment mates caught slpin on e job =)
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Wednesday, March 5, 2008
3D 2N @ Sentosa
juz came back frm chalet @ Sentosa wit my poly frens...i wasnt in much of a mood...so i'll juz show u sum pics...due to e fact tt i wanted to b IN E PIC instead of TAKIN E PICS, dere's onli a few pics cuz no one wanted to b e cameraman...so these r e pics of e last day...
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
tym
i had so many things i wanted to do wen i had nothin includin tym...nw i gt everythin esp tym & i haf no one to spend it wit...juz great
Sunday, February 24, 2008
australia
tok to my mom abt e australia thingy...guess i might haf a chance to go fer a wk or 2...e longer e better i guess...since i've gt nothin to look forward to, this shld b e onli thing den...once i get back, tym to start lookin fer jobs & dcide wat im gonna do wit my lyf...
i cant wait to get outta here...mom pls lemme go
i cant wait to get outta here...mom pls lemme go
Saturday, February 23, 2008
out
i tink its tym fer me to get outta s'pore...i mean i dun tink i can get into NTU & NAFA is juz temp...i can get a job wit a diploma but tt is juz nt enuf fer me...i dun wan to juz stop at a diploma...i cld do even better wit a degree...werkin & studyin at e same tym seems feasible ryte nw but dere's always e no of yrs spent studyin tt i nid to consider...
i mean i'm gonna hafta do part time studies and its goin to cost me at least 6 yrs of studyin...bsides everybody noes tt e fees r gonna cost a bomb...its definitely nt gonna b easy stayin in s'pore...so i sat dwn e whole day at hme tinkin abt it...i'm considerin goin to australia...i wanna go dere fer a cple of wks, stay wit my cousin & see wat education i can get at their uni...
i nid to get my mind of things as well so i juz tot tt since i haf soo much tym on my hands i might juz as well make use of it...yea i noe sum might ask y australia & nt m'sia or sumthin...firstly im nt a big fan of m'sia & secondly australia is quite near compared to other Caucasian countries...so if everythin goes well wit my mom, i might b leavin fer australia soon to go check out the uni's dere...all i nid to do nw is juz hope tt she agrees *fingers crossed*
i mean i'm gonna hafta do part time studies and its goin to cost me at least 6 yrs of studyin...bsides everybody noes tt e fees r gonna cost a bomb...its definitely nt gonna b easy stayin in s'pore...so i sat dwn e whole day at hme tinkin abt it...i'm considerin goin to australia...i wanna go dere fer a cple of wks, stay wit my cousin & see wat education i can get at their uni...
i nid to get my mind of things as well so i juz tot tt since i haf soo much tym on my hands i might juz as well make use of it...yea i noe sum might ask y australia & nt m'sia or sumthin...firstly im nt a big fan of m'sia & secondly australia is quite near compared to other Caucasian countries...so if everythin goes well wit my mom, i might b leavin fer australia soon to go check out the uni's dere...all i nid to do nw is juz hope tt she agrees *fingers crossed*
Thursday, February 21, 2008
You
Every call, every sms I’m wishing that it’s you
I don’t know how it’s going to be like spending my birthday w/o you
I know you hate me yeah I do
But it can’t stop thinking of you
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
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i watched jumper on mon & P.S I love u today...hmmm im goin fer a haircut tmr...thurs im goin jb and fri im goin back to my sec sch or go ecp wit my sis...i dunno wat to do wit my weekends & e wk afta...i've planned out wat im gonna do day by day cuz im tryin to kip myself bz but i dunno hw long it'll last...
i cant shake dis feelin off...no matter hw hard i try...i noe i shldnt but i cant help it & it sux...wat am i to do? i kept tellin myself it'll b ok & i'll b fine...its hard & its onli been a couple of days...i dunno hw long i can take dis...its always easier said den done...ARRRGGHHH!!!
i cant shake dis feelin off...no matter hw hard i try...i noe i shldnt but i cant help it & it sux...wat am i to do? i kept tellin myself it'll b ok & i'll b fine...its hard & its onli been a couple of days...i dunno hw long i can take dis...its always easier said den done...ARRRGGHHH!!!
Saturday, February 16, 2008
ORD
my poly lyf has finally ended but i feel nothin...absolutely nothin...i've gt nothin to say abt it...i dunno if i feel sad or happy...actuali i dun even noe wat to write in dis entry...i haf alot of things on my mind but i dunno wat is it im tinkin abt most of e tym...
is it u or is it me? afta all those months of waitin, it has bcome pointless ryte nw...cuz all e plans i had made was made wit u in it...nw it is put on hold...u wun pick up my calls, u wun tok to me...i seriously dun tink its my fault...i tink i gave in enuf to u...but no matter hw bad things r, i always end up in e losin end...
so wat e hell am i supposed to do? onli u can ignore but wen i ignore u, ur ignorin me forever makin it seem lyk its my fault...no matter hw i c it or hw i look at it, i reli cant c y it is my fault...u always haf e final say...so wat role do i play between us? e one hu gets all e blame? e one hu makes bad choices?
cuz of u im feelin empty...cuz of u everythin's changed...i hate u & i love u at e same tym...
is it u or is it me? afta all those months of waitin, it has bcome pointless ryte nw...cuz all e plans i had made was made wit u in it...nw it is put on hold...u wun pick up my calls, u wun tok to me...i seriously dun tink its my fault...i tink i gave in enuf to u...but no matter hw bad things r, i always end up in e losin end...
so wat e hell am i supposed to do? onli u can ignore but wen i ignore u, ur ignorin me forever makin it seem lyk its my fault...no matter hw i c it or hw i look at it, i reli cant c y it is my fault...u always haf e final say...so wat role do i play between us? e one hu gets all e blame? e one hu makes bad choices?
cuz of u im feelin empty...cuz of u everythin's changed...i hate u & i love u at e same tym...
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Saturday, February 2, 2008
Thursday, January 31, 2008
saturday
saturday will be e day wen my poly frens will mit my sis...hmmm i reli dunno y i suddenly feel lyk introducin dem to her...mayb its cuz i've seen all my frens siblings & nw i wanna show dem mine...hahahah crap...once all my sec sch frens r free frm exams, i'll introduce her to dem as well...im wonderin hw it'll b lyk...havin to spend tym wit my sis & frens...oh well i juz hafta wait to find out den =)
Saturday, January 26, 2008
E65
finally afta 2 wks of waitin, i gt back my hp...i tink i practically spent every weekend at Nokia care center...first it was her hp & my hp...a wk later we took her fone, den we took her dad's fone & lastly today we took my fone...hahaha...i tink all e staff alr recognize us...funny tt its always e same staff (which btw looks lyk O level students)...
ok back to my fone...im so happy wit their service la...its damn gd...my hp was lagging, e slide was loose & e skin was peeling off...so wen i got it back juz nw, it looks NEW!!! e slide is tight (like a virgin...hahahah)...initially i tot tt dey'll juz paste back e peeled areas & leave e metal parts intact (dere were loads of scratches on it)...
to my amazement, dey replaced e whole casing! nw my hp is free frm scratches (it always gets on my nerves everytym i c it) & it looks exactly lyk wen i first bought it...so bottom line, send ur hp fer servicing NOKIA users b4 ur warranty is over...aesthetics change is free wen still on warranty...i lyk nokia care center =)
ok back to my fone...im so happy wit their service la...its damn gd...my hp was lagging, e slide was loose & e skin was peeling off...so wen i got it back juz nw, it looks NEW!!! e slide is tight (like a virgin...hahahah)...initially i tot tt dey'll juz paste back e peeled areas & leave e metal parts intact (dere were loads of scratches on it)...
to my amazement, dey replaced e whole casing! nw my hp is free frm scratches (it always gets on my nerves everytym i c it) & it looks exactly lyk wen i first bought it...so bottom line, send ur hp fer servicing NOKIA users b4 ur warranty is over...aesthetics change is free wen still on warranty...i lyk nokia care center =)
Friday, January 25, 2008
finally
lyk wat my 2 dear frens posted, e 3 of us went shisha...hahahah...went to NYP...bla bla bla nad ended up playin FB bla bla bla...hahahah...k lame...i mean lyk dey posted e same thing tt happened yest ...abit redundant if i were to do e same ryte? so i shall nt do e same la =)
wateva e matter i had great fun...i've always had fun no matter wat as long as dey r wit me...we've practically known each other inside out & each tym we mit it gets better & better...hu knew we'll still b dis close afta sec sch...hahah...
so ya finally, i told dem...i mean i talked abt it...fer so long i wanted to share...i always tink tt u guys might nt b comfortable abt it but it turned out fine...lin was lyk "ala jgn malu2 ar"...hey it was awkward k...i felt better afta tt...i can nw say things more openly...thx fer nt makin me feel weird ar
so ya i love e both of em ALOT...u guys sure rock my world! =)
wateva e matter i had great fun...i've always had fun no matter wat as long as dey r wit me...we've practically known each other inside out & each tym we mit it gets better & better...hu knew we'll still b dis close afta sec sch...hahah...
so ya finally, i told dem...i mean i talked abt it...fer so long i wanted to share...i always tink tt u guys might nt b comfortable abt it but it turned out fine...lin was lyk "ala jgn malu2 ar"...hey it was awkward k...i felt better afta tt...i can nw say things more openly...thx fer nt makin me feel weird ar
so ya i love e both of em ALOT...u guys sure rock my world! =)
Thursday, January 17, 2008
interestin'
so ya lyk i mentioned...i oreadi gt my VIVITAR CAMERA...it looks super interesting...actuali a more appropriate werd wld b...it looks lyk a toy camera...reli! hahaha...nevertheless i cant wait to try it out...im so xcited...oh ya i oso gt my guitar pick necklace...it is damn nice i tell u...i lyk it alot!
was in e mrt towards town & dere was dis girl hu took out her red psp...ya e DEEP RED PSP...i was so jealous! i was practically starin at e PSP (mayb drool a lil...NOT! hahaha)...it looks juz as nice as in e pic...hmmm...k i've made a decision...im gonna get my DEEP RED PSP wen i get my pay on e 26th (but i haf a feelin im gonna get it right dis weekend)...
P.S: i cant help it im a gadget freak & its LIMITED EDITION!!! =)
was in e mrt towards town & dere was dis girl hu took out her red psp...ya e DEEP RED PSP...i was so jealous! i was practically starin at e PSP (mayb drool a lil...NOT! hahaha)...it looks juz as nice as in e pic...hmmm...k i've made a decision...im gonna get my DEEP RED PSP wen i get my pay on e 26th (but i haf a feelin im gonna get it right dis weekend)...
P.S: i cant help it im a gadget freak & its LIMITED EDITION!!! =)
arrival
woohoo!!! so far i've oreadi received my "Save the cheerleader, Save the world" tee, my long awaited VIVITAR CAMERA is comin today, my guitar pick necklaces shld b arrivin by Saturday latest and finally my "Jackass No 2" & "Mr Rude" tee has arrived & waitin to b posted out...
so all tt's left is my "Mr Happy" tee and my ring (i reli cant wait fer e ring)...hahaha...shop shop shop...i tink i shld stop shoppin & save up fer my RED PSP...hahaha ok mayb nt so soon...but i still hafta save to pay back all my bank $$$ i used b4...
i sure hope tt stupid 'FREN' of mine will return me my 600 bux soon as promised (y do i still blieve she'll kip her promise wen she has nvr kept any b4)...damn her if she doesnt pay me back...cuz im fuckin broke cuz of u & i had to werk part tym to pay off ur fuckin bills...kk chill...so guys pls2 pray fer me tt she strike lottery or wateva la so tt she can pay me...hahaha
so all tt's left is my "Mr Happy" tee and my ring (i reli cant wait fer e ring)...hahaha...shop shop shop...i tink i shld stop shoppin & save up fer my RED PSP...hahaha ok mayb nt so soon...but i still hafta save to pay back all my bank $$$ i used b4...
i sure hope tt stupid 'FREN' of mine will return me my 600 bux soon as promised (y do i still blieve she'll kip her promise wen she has nvr kept any b4)...damn her if she doesnt pay me back...cuz im fuckin broke cuz of u & i had to werk part tym to pay off ur fuckin bills...kk chill...so guys pls2 pray fer me tt she strike lottery or wateva la so tt she can pay me...hahaha
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
bad day
today is seriously a bad day...nt fer me but e ppl arnd me...earlier in e morn i gt to noe tt my liaison officer frm sch is comin...we all tot it was juz a frenly visit to c hw we were doin but it turned out to b more den juz tt...hmm one of my frens gt terminated...it came as a shock to me cuz he shld haf at least been given a warnin b4 droppin such a big bomb on him...
i mean everyone deserves a 2nd chance...its juz another mth cant u guys juz let him stay...bro we r reli sori abt today...hw we wished we cld do sumthin to help u...we r seriously gonna miz u & im gonna miz havin u as my smoke buddy...lyk u said thx fer e wonderful tyms...
less den half an hr ago i was told tt my fren's dad has passed away...my condolences to him...please take gd care of urself n ur mom...its gonna b tough on u nw tt he's gone...but all i can say is toughen urself up & everythin'll b ok...we will always b dere fer u if u ever nid anythin...
i hate feelin lyk dis...i feel their pain & sorrow...its definitely nt easy fer me to xperience it imagine hw dey r feelin ryte nw...so to my 2 frens take care & i hope tt lyf will b better fer u guys...shld u guys nid anythin i'll try my best to help as much as i can...
i mean everyone deserves a 2nd chance...its juz another mth cant u guys juz let him stay...bro we r reli sori abt today...hw we wished we cld do sumthin to help u...we r seriously gonna miz u & im gonna miz havin u as my smoke buddy...lyk u said thx fer e wonderful tyms...
less den half an hr ago i was told tt my fren's dad has passed away...my condolences to him...please take gd care of urself n ur mom...its gonna b tough on u nw tt he's gone...but all i can say is toughen urself up & everythin'll b ok...we will always b dere fer u if u ever nid anythin...
i hate feelin lyk dis...i feel their pain & sorrow...its definitely nt easy fer me to xperience it imagine hw dey r feelin ryte nw...so to my 2 frens take care & i hope tt lyf will b better fer u guys...shld u guys nid anythin i'll try my best to help as much as i can...
Sunday, January 13, 2008
broke
hmmm...yest went out didnt intend to buy anythin actuali but i end up buyin a river island shirt which is super duper nice...den a few days b4 went to to town & agen ended up buyin a levi's copper jeans, esprit perfume & a fossil wallet...
oh ya i forgot, i oso bought a few shirts online, namely "Save the cheerleader, save the world", "Jackass No 2", 2 mr & miss t-shirt, 3 necklaces & a ring (ya i noe its alot)...been buyin lotsa stuff lately & im broke...but its ok la...all e things i bought r e things tt i nid & nt want...
so since i've bought quite a few shirts i can nw gif sum of em away...i've nvr shopped lyk dis b4 dis is definitely my 1st...i tink i've gt most of e things i nid...xcept fer 1 more...which is a deep red PSP (i drool at e thot of it)...haiz its so nice dun u tink so? cant wait to get my hands on em...
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Friday, January 4, 2008
@ werk
so ryte nw im at werk & since nobody's arnd i dcided to blog...actuali i haf nothin to blog abt ar…juz tot of passin tym at werk…hahaha…so as usual nothing much to do at werk juz slackin arnd doin my report which is due lyk on e last wk of IAP (which is another 6 more wks)
wanna slp cannot slp so juz surf e net wen no one’s watchin and chat on msn hahaha…dcided to take a rest frm tokin to e girl mentioned below…hahaha too drainin ar…savin those moments wen im bored to e max…
i watched The L Word ep 1 of season 5 yest… u muz b tinkin wat so special abt tt ryte? e show officially airs in US dis Sunday…so lyk wat nurul said…im watchin it illegally…hahaha is it even considered illegal? Well wateva e matter i oreadi watched it… muahahahaha nanny nanny poo poo (k im retardedly childish)
all those mths of waitin paid off…e show was nice as always…I reli2 miz Carmen damn! Hahaha so dis is all i can write abt at e moment…till e nxt update den =)
P.S: finally a short entry...hahahaha
wanna slp cannot slp so juz surf e net wen no one’s watchin and chat on msn hahaha…dcided to take a rest frm tokin to e girl mentioned below…hahaha too drainin ar…savin those moments wen im bored to e max…
i watched The L Word ep 1 of season 5 yest… u muz b tinkin wat so special abt tt ryte? e show officially airs in US dis Sunday…so lyk wat nurul said…im watchin it illegally…hahaha is it even considered illegal? Well wateva e matter i oreadi watched it… muahahahaha nanny nanny poo poo (k im retardedly childish)
all those mths of waitin paid off…e show was nice as always…I reli2 miz Carmen damn! Hahaha so dis is all i can write abt at e moment…till e nxt update den =)
P.S: finally a short entry...hahahaha
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
bored...
so i was bored to death at werk...i've gt nothin to do & as usual my supervisor tinks im non-existent...so anyways i started e day surfin e net n log in on msn...e problem is i dun haf any1 to tok to...i mean those i can actuali tok to...so i dcided to chat wit sum unusual ppl (which i wun chat wit)...so apparently i clicked on a girl name 'husniyati'...i managed to save a chat log...u can c hw bored i was to do dis...u'll realise tt she toks alot...n oso toks alot of crap...damn long winded...take note of e highligted ones
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[10:06] Ψ(6)im gonna further my studies @ NAFAξ: hahaha nt sure if photography kena write essay
[10:06] Ψ(6)im gonna further my studies @ NAFAξ: but most prob is to explain it in photos ar
[10:06] Ψ(6)im gonna further my studies @ NAFAξ: hahaha
[10:08] .:Intan Baiduri:. [NYP Blk S207]: actually yes
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[10:30] Ψ(6)im gonna further my studies @ NAFAξ: u recently bought one
[10:30] Ψ(6)im gonna further my studies @ NAFAξ: ?
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hahahaha...dere were lots more but dis was e most interestin ones...her chat log is 3 pages long n 7/8 of e conversation is by her...hahaha...its funny hw she goes one big round juz to tell me tt her brother gave her his iPod cuz her's was spoilt...i tink i shld chat wit her more often (onli wen im BORED!)...hahaha =)
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