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i watched jumper on mon & P.S I love u today...hmmm im goin fer a haircut tmr...thurs im goin jb and fri im goin back to my sec sch or go ecp wit my sis...i dunno wat to do wit my weekends & e wk afta...i've planned out wat im gonna do day by day cuz im tryin to kip myself bz but i dunno hw long it'll last...

i cant shake dis feelin off...no matter hw hard i try...i noe i shldnt but i cant help it & it sux...wat am i to do? i kept tellin myself it'll b ok & i'll b fine...its hard & its onli been a couple of days...i dunno hw long i can take dis...its always easier said den done...ARRRGGHHH!!!