changes

lotsa change has happened...i dun deny tt im treasurin every moment of it i dun regret makin such a decision...i juz tot tt things will juz go back to e way it was but it seems much more far fetched den tt...although im slowly changin n curbin my temper on top of many other things tt u dislyk, e challenges tt we r facin ryte nw is gettin much more harder...

nw e prob is lykly to b more abt u den me...i say dis cuz i can no longer get e feelin tt i used to get frm u...u mentioned it urself tt ur attitude has changed...i guess i was juz too gullible to tink tt things will juz b lyk hw it was afta i screwed it up so many tyms...all i can say is im nt givin up...u nvr gave up on me entirely all dis tym & nw its my turn to do e same...

im nt gonna throw in e towel juz cuz its harder den i tot it wld b...if u can bear wit all my crap all dis while den i shld b able to do e same fer u...i shall b e one tt will change u back...it hasnt been easy but im still tryin...i cant say tt im happy wit e way we r ryte nw but im juz contented tt we still haf each other...i'll b waitin fer e day tt u'll make me feel juz lyk hw i felt almost 2 yrs ago...n i hope i can make u feel e same way too...