Thursday, October 25, 2007

Sorry Lin...

haiz Lin is damn pissed at me fer nt being able to make it fer raya outing today...im reli sori i reli cant go today...pls dun b pissed at me anymore...its been a long while since u haf been dis pissed wit me...im so sori...i'll make it up to u...

i haven't been goin out wit my sec sch frens much lately & i can probably understand y Lin is pissed...its juz tt sumtyms e outings juz clashes wit my other plans & i dun haf a choice...juz dun get e wrong idea tt i refuse to go out wit u guys...its juz tt sumtyms i reli cant make it...i reli2 hope u guys understand...

u noe cme to tink of it, it has been lyk a couple of yrs since it last happened...back den we were still in sec sch...i was sarcastic while she was kinda sensitive (no offence)...i often had to wait a couple of mths b4 i can actuali get to tok to her as per normal agen...it happened so often but as we grew older & went to diff cls, we change...i sumhw learnt hw to control e words tt cmes outta my mouth & she changes fer e better...

dun get e wrong idea...im nt sayin tt she shldnt b lyk dis or its her fault...i juz didnt noe tt it wld affect her dis much ...i hope i can make it up...well i wanna make it up...so i reli hope u'll gimme tt chance n nt b pissed anymore...im reli2 sori Lin...sori

Monday, October 22, 2007

H0+

apparently a few ppl in sch said tt im hot...err ok hahaha...its a first fer me...e funny thing is i either dunno dem, havent spoken to dem b4 or nt close wit dem...but e best has yet to cme...dey ppl hu said tt r girls...hahaha interestin...i guess dere's always a first tym fer everythin...btw im nt boastin k i juz dunno wat to blog abt & ppl kip askin me to update so i juz tot of postin dis since tt's e onli interestin thing tt has happened so far =)

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Sm!L3s

we r back together agen...im so happy

Monday, October 15, 2007

My Confession...

I have been blind, unwilling to see
The true love you're giving.
I have ignored every blessing.
I'm on my knees confessing

That I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face.
I am staggered by your beauty,
Your unassuming grace.
And I feel my heart is turning,
Falling into place.
I can't hide
Now hear my confession.

I have been wrong about you.
Thought I was strong without you.
For so long nothing could move me.
For so long nothing could change me.
Now I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face.
I am captured by your beauty,
Your unassuming grace.
And I feel my heart is turning,
Falling into place.
I can't hide
Now hear my confession.

[bridge:]
You are the air that I breath.
You're the ground beneath my feet.
When did I stop believing?

Cause I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face.
I am staggered by your beauty,
Your unassuming grace.
And I feel my heart
Falling into place.
I can't hide
Now hear my confession.
I can't hide
Now hear my confession.
Hear my confession

Friday, October 5, 2007

sh33sh@

tryin to act cool =s

action sia...wtf
shawn hung
devan
kenneth
hee...
peace out
check 'IT' out
hmm???
one more word out of u n i'll beat the crap out of u (words frm kenneth)

...

i don't want a lot, i just want you...

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Superficial

wohoo my sis gt featured in e malay paper on sunday...am so proud of her...hahaha...but little tt i noe tt she's leavin dis thurs...so i smsed her yest wonderin if i cld c her b4 she leaves...damn im so gonna miz her but cme to tink of it she's onli dere fer lyk a wk...stupid ryte? i tot she's gonna b dere lyk fer a mth or so...oh well hahaha...
anyway here was hw our sms conversation went...

m3: hey looks lyk i wun get to c u b4 u fly off on thurs
h3r: dats y sob2...mish u
m3: wat tym is ur flight?
h3r: 4am
m3: takin budget air huh?
h3r: ya tiger grr...haha <---tryin to act cute la my sis
m3: err...ok hahaha...ur family sendin u off?
h3r: initially no but since it appeared in e paper dey dcided to...hahaha <---damn fucked ryte my family
m3: i dun tink its funny ar...superficial
h3r: haiz...u noe em ryte?
m3: ya...tt saddens me n makes me hate em even more
h3r: forget it la...i seem lyk im happy but it took me v long 2 make em blieve in me <---fucked up
m3: no worries sis fer sure i blieve in u n i'll always will
h3r: muax...love u
m3: love u too...i seriously wanna mit u b4 u fly off

kk i tink its gettin too draggy...so end of story im meetin her later today afta break fast woohoo!!! ok nw e point of dis entry is wat kind of fucked up family e both of us haf...fuckin superficial ryte?!!! i mean ur daughter is flyin off to laos n u didnt even tink of sendin her off...

eh cme on its laos lei nt m'sia...even though if its onli fer a wk didnt u ever tink tt u shld at least c her b4 she leaves...wat if sumthin happens? (touchwood) onli den u r goin to regret n grieve abt it? fuckin too late ryte?! wah i seriously cant take it wen i heard dis...its too much...hw much it hurts to hear ur family doin tt to u...

wtf! my parents sent me off lyk 2am in e morn when i went to thailand n dey still hafta to go werk afta tt...n nw juz cuz she appeared in e god damn paper den u wanna send off...wat kind of fucked up family u guys r...i seriously feel sad fer my sis...she cant do anythin abt it

im seriously thankin god fer watever has happened between me n dem...if nt i'll b sufferin juz lyk my sis...dis kinda family is nt worth havin...i tink it was better fer dem nt to send her off rather den sendin her off cuz of fame...i can tell u tt dere wun b any reporters la on tt day askin u hw do u feel abt ur daughter goin to laos to do community service...even if dere is ur nt qualified to answer

i was tinkin of sendin her off if her family is nt but dey r but fer e wrong reasons...dey r damn lucky i wun b dere...fucked ur parents...god i seriously hate dem so much more ryte nw...i tink e conflict between me n dem is definitely gonna take longer den dis to resolve(or mayb nvr)...

wateva e matter...i hope my sis has a safe flight dere n safe flight hme...im so gonna miz u sis...do take care of urself n no matter wat happens im always here fer u...love u sis =)