Superficial

wohoo my sis gt featured in e malay paper on sunday...am so proud of her...hahaha...but little tt i noe tt she's leavin dis thurs...so i smsed her yest wonderin if i cld c her b4 she leaves...damn im so gonna miz her but cme to tink of it she's onli dere fer lyk a wk...stupid ryte? i tot she's gonna b dere lyk fer a mth or so...oh well hahaha...
anyway here was hw our sms conversation went...

m3: hey looks lyk i wun get to c u b4 u fly off on thurs
h3r: dats y sob2...mish u
m3: wat tym is ur flight?
h3r: 4am
m3: takin budget air huh?
h3r: ya tiger grr...haha <---tryin to act cute la my sis
m3: err...ok hahaha...ur family sendin u off?
h3r: initially no but since it appeared in e paper dey dcided to...hahaha <---damn fucked ryte my family
m3: i dun tink its funny ar...superficial
h3r: haiz...u noe em ryte?
m3: ya...tt saddens me n makes me hate em even more
h3r: forget it la...i seem lyk im happy but it took me v long 2 make em blieve in me <---fucked up
m3: no worries sis fer sure i blieve in u n i'll always will
h3r: muax...love u
m3: love u too...i seriously wanna mit u b4 u fly off

kk i tink its gettin too draggy...so end of story im meetin her later today afta break fast woohoo!!! ok nw e point of dis entry is wat kind of fucked up family e both of us haf...fuckin superficial ryte?!!! i mean ur daughter is flyin off to laos n u didnt even tink of sendin her off...

eh cme on its laos lei nt m'sia...even though if its onli fer a wk didnt u ever tink tt u shld at least c her b4 she leaves...wat if sumthin happens? (touchwood) onli den u r goin to regret n grieve abt it? fuckin too late ryte?! wah i seriously cant take it wen i heard dis...its too much...hw much it hurts to hear ur family doin tt to u...

wtf! my parents sent me off lyk 2am in e morn when i went to thailand n dey still hafta to go werk afta tt...n nw juz cuz she appeared in e god damn paper den u wanna send off...wat kind of fucked up family u guys r...i seriously feel sad fer my sis...she cant do anythin abt it

im seriously thankin god fer watever has happened between me n dem...if nt i'll b sufferin juz lyk my sis...dis kinda family is nt worth havin...i tink it was better fer dem nt to send her off rather den sendin her off cuz of fame...i can tell u tt dere wun b any reporters la on tt day askin u hw do u feel abt ur daughter goin to laos to do community service...even if dere is ur nt qualified to answer

i was tinkin of sendin her off if her family is nt but dey r but fer e wrong reasons...dey r damn lucky i wun b dere...fucked ur parents...god i seriously hate dem so much more ryte nw...i tink e conflict between me n dem is definitely gonna take longer den dis to resolve(or mayb nvr)...

wateva e matter...i hope my sis has a safe flight dere n safe flight hme...im so gonna miz u sis...do take care of urself n no matter wat happens im always here fer u...love u sis =)