Used to love you...i still do

i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her (oh no)
i used to i used to love her (oh)
i used to i used to love her

ay yo It's crazy man you wouldn't believe what I seen
Got me reminiscing down too much memories
The only girl you know that in my heart
The one I almost gave that ring

But we were so young, mustve been only nineteen
I guess the time wasn't right and we said some mean things
A bitter day when I saw her face
She was the one that I let get away

I remember when I used to love her, used to love her, used to love her
I remember when I used to love her, used to love her, used to love her
The time goes on, goes on, goes on
The time goes on, goes on, goes on

There was talkin' in the room that everythings good
There was no love lost between us I could'nt
Believe how I truely noticed now that I wasn't over her

And now I'm like oh damn cause now I know man
Lookin' back at all our pictures while I'm playing slow jamz
What can I say, is that the way our situation worked out
Wish there was sumthing I could do

Like stop the clock from ticking
Go back and revisit our relationship and start brand new
And do the things that I didn't do(oh)

I remember when I used to love her, used to love her, used to love her
I remember when I used to love her, used to love her, used to love her
The time goes on, goes on, goes on, yeah dammit
The time goes on, goes on, goes on ( ooh )

Man I know it's crazy
She pulled me back with just a smile
Now I feel these things inside
I havent felt em' in a while
And I'm sure that they will go away just a little time
She'll always be that girl to me
But now I gotta let it be.

i used to i used to love her (oh)
i used to i used to love her (ooh)
i used to i used to love her (ooh yea)
i used to i

i remember when i used to love her
used to love her used to love her
i remember when i used to love her
used to love her used to love her

i remember when i used to love her
used to love her used to love her
i remember when i used to love her
used to love her used to love her
The time goes on goes on goes on
The time goes on goes on goes on
cause time goes on

i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her
i used to i used to love her

Pics

I Kissed A Girl

This was never the way I planned
Not my intention
I got so brave, drink in hand
Lost my discretion
It's not what, I'm used to
Just wanna try you on
I'm curious for you
Caught my attention

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it

No, I don't even know your name
It doesn't matter
Your my experimental game
Just human nature
It's not what, good girls do
Not how they should behave
My head gets so confused
Hard to obey

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it

Us girls we are so magical
Soft skin, red lips, so kissable
Hard to resist so touchable
Too good to deny it
Ain't no big deal, it's innocent

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it

Graduation

so yest was e big graduation day...damn was it fun...i nvr imagined missing my frens so much esp my cls...dey were e ones tt practically helped me out durin my 3 yrs in poly...w/o dem teachin & guidin me, i dun tink i'll b able to graduate yest...though dey thought me alot of gd things, dey oso tot me a small amt of bad (watchin porn in tutorial rm...japanese porn i might add...hahah)...it was so much fun wit dem...so ME0513 guys, thx fer everythin! i cldnt haf graduated w/o u guys =)

nt forgettin my ECC / A&R Club frens...u were my entertainment + hang out buddies + my closest poly frens...met most of em durin camp eagle & slowly we bcame close & eventually best buddies...we attended most of e sch activities together & made boring activities fun...i dun tink i'll haf any fun in poly w/o u guys...so guys thx fer all e fun & laughter =)

yest was one of e 1st few tyms i was eager to take pictures...i wanted yest to b caught on camera, to b preserved & rmbd forever...so being e lazy person tt i am, i didnt bring a cam...so i depended on e ppl arnd me to take pics fer me...so nw im still waitin fer dem to upload e pics & send em to me...PPL OUT DERE, PLS SEND ME E PICS ASAP...hahaha so till den, u guys will juz hafta wait fer e pics (nt tt u guys r waitin la...hahahah)

One minute

Baby girl I want you to just listen for a while
Put your arguments on hold so you can try to hear me out
Coz everytime we try to talk it out, you just deny
That the spark is gone and something's wrong with you and I

I said I will change, I'm gonna try
It ain't enough and I wonder why
What do you want?
What do you need?
I got the feeling it isn't me
Another day, another fight
I'm in the wrong, guess you're in the right
Is this a game? Coz we're gonna lose
Girl, I'm so confused

One minute I love you
Next minute I hate you
One minute I need you
So, baby, tell me, what am I to do?
One minute of sunshine
No, it ain't enough to keep me here
Coz it'll pass us by and and leave us in the cold

Is this how it's meant to be?
Is love just one confusing game?
And we're just pawns that don't know all the rules but play it anyway
Coz everyday's a drama, one we've seen a thousand times
Girl, to me it seems you love messing with my mind
You gotta change, you gotta try
It ain't enough and I wonder why
Coz what you want and what you need
I got the feeling it isn't me
Some other day, some other time
Maybe you and I would've been alright
It was a game, didn't know the rules
Now it's left me torn in two

2 yrs

tym passes by so fast w/o us noticin...it has been 2 yrs & yest marks e day we first met...i had nothin special planned fer us so i juz tot tt i cld surprise u wit a small gesture hopin tt it'll b enuf to make u smile...so afta my haircut, i called to say i'll b comin over to accompany u to sch since it was my off day...on my way to ur hme, u called askin my whereabouts...told a white lie sayin im in 159 on e way to SK...so i drove to SK all e way frm toa payoh...

waited under ur void deck till u came dwn...bought u kit kat & pretended tt we r goin to take e bus to sch...little did u noe tt i had my car parked juz behind ur block...initially u didnt seem too thrilled but den u said tt it was so sweet tt u cld forgive all e wrongdoings i did in e past...so nw im a NEW (wo)MAN wit all my sins atoned...hahahah k crap...so since we'll b earli, i drove u arnd b4 reachin sch at exactly 2 pm...i was happy tt u r still contented wit e small lil things i do fer u...Happy 2 yrs we noe each other officially anniversary! =)

BITCH!!!

*readers beware...e content below is gonna contain loads & loads of vulgarities*

FUCK U, U STUPID BITCH! I HATE U SO MUCH! I SERIOUSLY HOPE TT NOTHIN EVER GOES WELL FER U...AS USUAL ALL UR PROMISES R EMPTY...U SAID U'LL PAY ME IN FEB...NW ITS ALR APR GOIN TO MAY & U PRETEND AS IF U OWE ME NOTHIN...NW U CLAIM TT U & UR BF TINKS TT ITS UNFAIR FER U TO PAY ME BACK E 600 BUX U OWED ME...

EH WTF U WHORE! E BILL U USED TILL 600 BUX & U TELL ME TT IT'S NT FAIR TT U SHLD PAY...DEN WAT? I USED E GOD DAMN LINE IS IT...U PAID LYK A FUCKIN MEASLY 100 BUX & U TOK AS IF U ALR PAID DEM 1000...HEY MOTHER FUCKER...UR SO UNGRATEFUL...I HAD TO CLEAN UP UR FUCKIN MESS, WERK MY GUTS OUT WHILE I WAS SCHOOLIN SO TT I CLD HELP U PAY OFF E 600...

TO TINK I WAS STUPID ENUF TO B KIND TO A PROSTITUTE LYK U & SIGNED UP E LINE UNDER MY NAME...IT SERIOUSLY DOESN'T PAY TO B KIND...U SAID U FELT GUILTY FER MAKIN ME PAY E BILL...ALL UR WERDS R LYK SHIT LA OK...IF UR SINCERE ABT PAYIN ME BACK, U WLD HAF DONE SO LONG AGO...LYK WAT I TOLD U ON MSN, JUZ DUN BOTHER RETURNIN ME E 600 BUX...TAKE IT AS A PAYMENT FER ALL THOSE 5 YRS...A PAYMENT TT SLUTTY PROSTITUTES LYK U GET PAID FER...

im nt gonna b nice to ppl anymore cuz i'll end up gettin my head climbed over...my kindness will onli limit to e ppl i noe tt wld nt take me fer granted...dis is definitely a big lesson i can learn frm...u r nt worth fer me to get my blood pressure high...so to tt WHORE BITCH SLUT PROSTITUTE, may u get HIV frm all e guys tt u've FUCKED, SUCKED & SLPT ARND WIT...no bad deed goes unpunished & im hopin tt u'll get urs soon

ps: fer those readin & tinkin tt im cruel fer sayin all dis & tinkin tt its juz money & all tt, GO FUCK URSELF...cuz i've tolerated dis shit frm dis person fer yrs...onli i noe wat she's done to me & u hu dun noe anythin r nt in a position to judge...